The season finale

How long was the wait..!

Finally I was set for th e interview for the course I was really interested in and it happened to be the final stage of this process!And it surely happened

The stage was set with me as the "Bakra",and 3 other veterans all set to prove that I was nothing but a fool! ..

A lady who could win a stare game universal championship and yet continue to stare..so we jus call her stare lady..

Then there was a man..hardly gentle..yawned literally in my face..it was almost a hippo yawn, e.. so dats our Hippo Man seated to my right ;there was nooo way I could appreciate the honour bestowed upon me...

And the almost normal of the lot a pony tailed uncle ;so we were all happily seated....na jus seated at the coffee table in the corner of a quiet a big room.Like I needed all that proximity to the stare lady n the hippo man.. :X

The Stare..er wanted to know why am changing my field of wrk..I tried to give a sincere answer..nt one was interested!!

the hiipo man next got interested in GPRS ..and I goofed it up bigg time with GPS gyann.. grrr I flaunted my foolishness verry well.. :)...Bt wen i finally said i dont the technicalities of gprs(assumng i was still talkng abt gps..) Hippo man happy..!!

Then some random questions about my ideas abt enterprise..where came in the mention of my village..this was gonna screw my life later ..!!

While I was talkng abt my village and the possible innovations ,the stare lady was staringg real hard..head to toe(it was verry creepy) so to find better audience to my ideas I looked the othr way..only to find th e hippo man yawning..rubbing his face ,setting his hair all at the same time.. :l

Finally after some more showndwns ,there was a rapid fire round..!!

Who is ----,---,----,---- I knew only 2 names,tried to guess some fact!! Stare lady almost pounced on me..yet again..!!

One of the name asked was of the MP of the constituency of myVillage. I am superr proud of myself for gettng this one correct :D..Thanks Paa no way cud I have know the name othrwise .. :)

Finally there was some random announcement..really wish I could have a word with the Director of the institute..My only request to him would be..Please dont spoil the reputation of your awesome Institute..:(

So thus ended the finale, I was at the Koffee table and promise neevr to make fun of Karan Johar..n his Koffee ..atleast the ppl at his table have a gift hamper to look fwd to...I jus came out with a confused look ...!It was as weird as it gets....!!

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Today was like spl in its own way..!the sleepy head me just needed that...good thngs happened ..got awesome news...n my bachas behaved well in the workshop..!!

n then I also met a girl,..she had difficulty filling her own details ,really simple ones,she didnt know her date of birth...

I just didnt now what to say to that,mustered courage to probe further ,and she had a real sad story to tell.To me who keeps talkng abt my bday n bday gifts being sooo.sooo spl to me meko kucch nahi samjha kya bolu..!

Still tried to probe further, understand her story .A difficult childhood she had ,now was striving to make life better...really wish we make it happen !Something I ll alwazz remember is the fact she exactly knew what she wanted to do next ,however small and the thankyou at the end of our talk!

I am really proud of all these grls who are striving hard to make a difference to their lives,their family despite problems I can only imagine..hats off to them!!

Well post all this came the sad part...travel back home the only means ..local trains packed to its capacity...I almost feel manhandled by those ladies..:(

I yes I am compelled to doubt the sensibilities of some of them..Amri are u listening??/ :)

BAck home agan am restless..dunno wat to do....

Well sadly bloggng is an optn wen there arent any available..should make an attempt to improve on this ..!!

Sleepless In Mumbai!!

The clock shows 6:00 am..and am wide awake!! Now this is hardly me..i get freaked out if I have problems with Sleep..its like somethng is seriously wrong with me.And I have being awake for the past 2 hourss...to make it worse I dunnot knw wat the prob is ..if there exists one..!

Maybe I have being just sleeping tooooo much for a while now..sleep quota overdo karr diya :)

Wat i did in the past 2 hours..

TRied to sleep again..(ofcourse Failed :( )

tried to think..kucch bhi nahi socha ..

nxt checked my cell phone..(its like non existant otherwise. :) )

was happy to c that the goa plan finally shaping up!! yippe....this was like too much :D :D

suddenly I remembered the rumour abt the shortlist for the university getting out at 4 a.m tday...n i dats wat brought me here ..to the www in the weee hours..!

no results ..the wait continues...it sucksss big time..ufffff..

Checked gmail..FB..Orkut.....as expected there was nothng to keep me going there..I had logged out jus 3 hrs ago.. :D

Actually googled for crazeee things..like designg clothes..(all malls ka all designers had disappointed me yesterday..big time...So world you may get a really cool designer verry soon.. ;))

checked new books..best sellers...came across this thought.. in the introduction to a book called The Dolphin -Story of a Dreamer by Sergio Bambarain..

"In the journey through life, it is the will of the heart that decides our destiny, for to achieve our goals, we must not only act, but also dream . . . not only plan, but also believe."

I like it..!! I really dont recollect any of school/collgs/mentors talking about the mossst crucial element for success..

We really do miss out on stuff by randomly trying to act practical..running behind the in things.checking for scope in whatever we r interested..Can we just for once pursue our dreams /ideas /thogts sincerely and make them happen by fueling it through ones belief and actions ??

Checked Sam's blog,once again saw Sumeet Ghadge,an young social worker, cool guy..small idea ..bt awesome dedication..salaam Boss!!

And finally reached here.. didn't know what to write about..so just wrote about what I know at this moment.. :)

Well I also did try to come up with some brilliant idea to work on my B-plan...but i guess it has to wait.. :(..

And I also want a superr urgent image makeover..dunno if that is what its called..just that am superrr disappointed with the way people knw me..or I think they know me..not jus any random ppl..bt some who really matter...So surellly this calls fr some remedial help ASAP..!!

n I wanna know my future..now..now..now........................................................................................

.........................................................................Google ..baap here I come..

-Cheers

Pri